I felt the need to revive this blog. Lack of friends made me do it. Blogging is like my imaginary friend.
Anyways, I want to do something drastic today. Probably cut my hair? Color it a weird color? Platinum white perhaps? I'm getting tired of pretending to be like anybody else. I feel trapped. I feel weird every day that I don't get to wear things I want to wear just to please my mother or people around me. It's like being in prison.
I don't know why I do this to myself. I know I am to blame but I'm such a people pleaser and I really don't like that about me. I am envious of all the people that aren't afraid of showing who they are, of not being judged. It's cool not to care sometimes of what people think of you. (I can't believe I am having teenage problems. How very odd, at this age!)
I can't wait for the day I stop caring.
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